Goodbye and Off you go Mister Jokerman :{
will dreadfully terribly miss you trailertruckloadsBOMBBS much.
gaahhhh *sobs.
held back tears, quick panda hugs, understanding with the situation, being supportive and encouraging to lead on with life.
it would be a constant heartache everytime to think bout it.
yes to be precise i would miss those morning texts and late night calls.
nevertheless, reminder to self for having awesome girlfeys, greatest bfs that would spice up my life and to look forward for a brighter day ahead :D
<333
♥ 9:18 PM
read thru my old long ago posts and came across to this.
amazingly, parts of it are true :D
<----------------JULY BABY -------------->
Fun to be with. (like duh! obviously xP)
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (it depends)
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp (slenger yes)
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying (slowMo)
Loves to be alone (no i dont. depends on the mood)
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends (Queen of Late ader uh)
Never looks for friends. (im always in search for my lovely friends)
Not aggressive unless provoked. (uhhuh true but still chill)
Loves to be loved. (weeee~:D)
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
anddd ZAHHHHHHH!
grrl ive missed yaa!
whre hav i been?or you? wei im stil here in your neighbourhood! :D
yesh meet up soon yo! ameera wants picnic!since shes over and done with Os.
sooo plan up meet up grrls! i miss each one and evry bit of you!
Zuu, Zahh, Ameera!
being with the three of you nvr fail to paint happy grins on my face lovelies! muahs<3
i admit thinking back its truly heartwrecking
thre is enough rough patches deepdeepbeneathunderground
i cant afford to hold on any longer.
you told me to be strong, but at same time i needed you
thres restrictions in life. its hard baby.
but i thank god that thre is such blissful soul like you existed on earth, darlove.
me loves you much<3
♥ 9:23 PM
i hate PMS. moodswing to the core.
it effin' shucks whenever im cranky i tend to weep due bottling it up to the very extend.
else, i keep sighing in every ways words that comes out every now is "i-dont-know" kinda thing over and over again.
the best is to punch someone hard right in the fats GAAH but pumpkinbums been very tenderlovingcare esp with his warm touch which gives me the jellybees to cool and to control.
soon. someday. one day.
matter of fact creating a spark over lil matter is corny.
sounds silly at times but worst than tantrums.
looking thru the calendar and im left with 10 days.
trying hard to pull thru. no, to accept the fact.....
have to be strong thru out the entire days. back to old self i supposed :\
kept telling self its just 2 months, 7 anhalf weeks, 55 days, 1320 hours. is nothing(holy smokes!!!)
greatest challenge ever. furthermore this is the time to let go.
its just the Beginning. *deep breaths.
♥ 2:10 PM
Sizzling.
Im not fine. SICK. urgh.
Woken up by burning pain sore throat for the first day.
Second day, slightly better sore-ness yet diarrhoea later in the evening had slight cough and pipeline came.
drank a cup of thick bitter hot tea and a cup of honey to soothen the throat.
Third day, no progress in condition. cough syrup. suniton. twice.
gaaah. coughs gets worse. gushing pipeline . voice was hoarse Oooooh~
Fourth day, itchy throat worsen developing flams (grrr)
pipeline's intact (thank god) WORST period cramps!
holy smokes i dint realise im sick for 4 consecutive days.
when i fall sick this is what i called Combo illness. pfft.
but i thank god for not throwing away my appetite bcoz i feel every part my bones especially my ribs. i want my hungry monster appetite back whre i kept munching and gobbling up food every moment happily.
and gain fats on Cheeks! :DDDDD
♥ 2:03 PM
Happy Fifteenth dearest Hunns!
"Beauty holds by the beholder"
pure fairest bloom whom forever will be my cherryblossom♥
from the day you were carried in arms that months of age til now you've grown into a much brighter, beautiful big girl darla. and im proud of you klare ;D
May god bless you with a blissful future ahead and live life to the fullest!
ily!♥
Cause the past is over and the future's far away.
Maybe heaven sends a sign, Baby when our hearts collide.
♥ 4:24 PM
dang. waiting for videos to upload seriously its taking up eons maan. gaah.
restless, fidgetty, leg-cramp, itchy fingers, eye-sore. Aiyaah.
its pretty much asking for a huge comfy massaging chair. aaah~
AqillaHalliqA says:
aching siahh my shoulders
i think i need a massaging chair
LOLS
[c=27]Mad Scientist[/c] says:
your body is a massaging chair ady what..
it vibrate whenever you laugh
hahahaha
DANGG. that guy =.=
even klare agrees with him. baah :{
"I dont know if its love again
But Im closer than Ive ever been
Youre making me wanna let you in
I can feel your energy
I cant explain the chemistry
All the signs are telling me
Take a chance on you"
♥ 10:08 PM
Words of Love ♥
Brings the joy, smile and laughter <33
i miss you girls <3
Would you let go if i ever a day i happen to pull away from you?
You gave me the thrills and spills, jittery jump tangled up deep down in me.
Youre as always my Heart-throb eversince the day i laid my eyes on you.
Acknowledging each other in such dramatic scene.
I realised enough that things are changing soon.
♥ 2:54 PM
